I miss you Pain
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I miss...

the tidbits of memory you created

i have drawn it with my loneliness'

the pain dripping from your words

words that i have spoken with sadness

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I miss...
the kind but wary silence of your presence

the smiles, the frowns, the blank stares between
the bitter sweet hate of your eyes are luring

a drop of honey from your painful sting within

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I miss...
thinking that you are mine, believing its lasting
In those nights when i lay down beside you

but those are dreams and reality is forever

reality is me wanting you, me will never be with you

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You are so distant now...
you look painfully beautiful from here
from our Night sky; yet i am just your moon

just a cookie in your vast milky way
or sadly, simply your let-go toy balloon